Shadowfeet

I stumble at the many things I thought I knew best. I just found out that I am the weakest at my best.

Waking up in the morning finding your tears keeps falling because you are deeply hurt but the wound is unseen by any eyes.

I am taught to give praise to the Author of Love Himself everyday. I believe that God understands if I mourn on this. The God that I know is very forgiving and very understanding.

When you are torn between your heart and mind and you have to make a choice which one you will choose? I made a choice. A choose God over myself. I choose Him over my heart. It hurts.

Now I just forgot how to walk again after flying in the clouds. It may be a sin to fell for someone who's not the same as you but what I really don't understand is why my tears keeps falling and why it feels so depressing and extremely sad?

I know I made the right decision. I'd rather torn my heart and follow/obey God than follow what my heart is telling me which is wrong. Some people would not understand what I did. It's ok. Many will do. God will.

I have no regrets of the the many things that I did. Let me tell you what happened through this simple story: "The angel had fun with the time she spent on earth with the human. He loved her and she loved him back. But it is forbidden for an angel to fell in love with him. God will be angered by this, so what the angel did was he let the human go to live his life even though it will make her heart be broken. She wants to see him happy than to be persecuted because of defying God and the angel decided to watch over him forever"