On the Cliff

My heart is pounding as I hurriedly climbed a steep elevation before the dawn.
The cold wind blew as I saw the sun hasn't risen yet from its sleep. I walked slowly towards the cliff facing the soon rising sun, feeling the soft and wet grassy ground that I am on.

The sea turned from dark blue to deep blue-green color as the sun rises in front of me while the wind is craftily playing my soft long black hair and my white dress dances on its music. The wind continually blows and blows as I stand patiently waiting on the approaching sun.

The sea birds fly, the sound of the sea reaches my ear like a lullaby and the warmth of the sun embraces me like it will never let me go. I smile at what beholds me at that moment. I close my eyes and smell the breeze of the ocean air - Salty yet fresh.

I looked behind my shoulder and saw a huge strong tree. I gaze back in front of me, now the light covers everything and I can fully see all the wonders that surround me. But I know something is lacking. Something is missing.

As I stood there waiting patiently, I looked down on my feet. The ground that was wet, now dry because of the sun's heat. I sat and huged my knees and drew something on the warm ground that I am on while the wind blue and the sun is on it's full light.

MOST - The Bridge

I've found this wonderful video about a man sacrificing his son for the many. This one of the greatest to interpretations of John 3:16

Enjoy the video and be touched.  

Hope in Love, Love in Hope

In the fields of unfamiliar faces
You have seen me with Your amazing eyes
Strong winds may strike me at every places
and dark clouds may have covered my blue skies


I have acted differently to your love
Unclean thoughts, rebellious heart misled me
I have walked on the other path of love
Through all these You have chosen to love me


Your love is higher than the highest heights
It brings healing, contentment and success
And makes me move forward with all my might
Your love overflows, Your love is endless


I may have been an unfamiliar face
But not anymore because of Your grace

A day in the raging storm

When will begin to care?
Until when will I care?
Should I cease from caring?
When I look back none do really care about me?


Do I have to continue to love?
Or do I need love itself?
Should I leer for it in an empty space?
When I fully understand where it can only be found?

Cease or not to cease
Love or not to love
None can really fathom me
Because none have decided to seek my heart.

That day

I dream that someday
someone will give flowers to me
I dream that someday
someone will offer a cup of coffee to me



I dream that someday
I'll have someone to laugh with
I dream that someday
I'll have someone to share my life with


That dream may come true
and that dream may be today

Or tomorrow

I'll just let the sun shines
and moon fall
Until that day.. until that day

Hatred birthed War

There are two kinds of war; the one you can see and the one you don't. I've watched this generation and of our fathers who have decided to chase war.

Flying missiles, exploding bombs, wandering children, young people holding guns,mourning mothers, fathers full of anger. Betrayal, fear, hatred. When will it stop?

I'll agree with the philosophy of the protagonist in the animé manga series that I love to read. He said that there will be no real peace in the [ninja] world unless one forgives and love the other. I never thought that I can get valuable lessons in this animé.

I believe that we cannot change ourselves neither we can change others. We as humans need a much higher power and authority to have true peace. There's nothing we can do but to draw near to the One and ever living God. We can never have peace unless we will invite Jesus Christ to reign over our lives and be our Savior and Lord.

There is still hope.

I can... Yes I will

I can run and finish the race
I can jump up and down around the world
I can smile and face the heavy rain
I can, I know I've overcome

I can extend my arms
and let the heavenly hands
draw me closer to His presence
I can, I believe I can

I can and Yes I will
be the person you want me to be
I can and Yes I will
follow You moment by moment

To Him Over there who Made me Aware of Somedays

There's nothing I coud ask God now but healing.
Healing for a broken self that I couldn't fix.

Hoping that someday God will find a heart for us.
And that someday it won't be just a dream to look forward to.

Oh you know how much I feel for you,
It is strong enough to break my walls and do everything that i can to be there caus I fall for you.

Miles away we maybe
And that I acccidentally gave my heart to you.

Awesome we may feel for each other but i have to make a decision.
Even though what we have means everything to me

Sorry to let you go but i have to do it.
The God and Jesus that I know is different from yours.
You are important to me but I love Him too.
So I'll follow who saved my life for I know I'll find another heart there with Him.
Hopefully it's yours.

When Love Strikes

We, as human beings are created for someone. Don't believe me? well, why don't we go down memory lane?

If you don't believe in the bible, well I don't know if you will agree with me or not but I do believe in God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit.

In Genesis Chapter 2, after our gracious and loving God created everything that we can see, feel and hear He created Adam - the root of all human beings. Then when God saw that he's not happy and he needs someone to be with him, He created Eve and the rest is history.

We are created out of love that is why we needed love. We are created that way. I wonder why there is a quarrel between lovers and when the moment that a partner decided to be with the other person; there are tears because the other one left.

I am a believer. I can somewhat understand the true meaning of love. The meaning of love can be found in 1 Corinthians 13:4-8. If you will read it carefully, you will understand the meaning of true love and I guess there will be no person in the world who will cry because of a heartache.

.... > to be continued.... :)