Doing Business?

I am interested in doing putting up my business -- for real. But I just don't figure out what to do.... hmmm...

I am thinking about these:

1. Coffee Shop

2. Publishing Company

3. Food Cart

I know I have to start small... but I wonder which is much profitable.. and practical.

I had my Endoscopy

May 24, 2011 was my Endoscopy day! I have been complaining about my very acidic stomach for how many months ago. Then there, I have decided to see an internist and there, he made me have an Endoscopy.

I am really afraid of needles. Frantically to feel the pain of an IV -- well I cried. :p I know, I am old enough to handle the needle-poking scene but not the pain. I have a very low tolerance to pain. I don't like any hospital scenes at all! especially if it is me who will be resting in one of the hospital bed there!

Anyways, Well, the IV was inserted, after tears shred in my eyes.. hehe.. then waited till the doctor came. I was inside the endoscopy room and the nurse said that the procedure will last for 5 minutes. So it was around 1:10 pm. Then they had me sedated.. and geez, it was really fast.. 2.02 seconds after.. I am as good as dead! The next thing I knew was it's time to leave the hospital. It was already 4:00 pm. Then I really wanted to sleep more but I can hear my mother calling my name and asking me in the nurses' station. So I have decided to sat then the nurse said not to  stand and just to sit for a couple of minutes. Then I went back to sleep. Then after, I saw the red digital clock, and it said 4:30. Geez, time flies so fast then! So it's time to get up. Honestly, I have realized that I was in a very deep sleep!

The only nurse in the station let my father sat beside my bed and waited. Then I stood because I don't want my parents to wait more because they have waited for so long so I started to walk... in a wobbly way..NO!... in a sober way! LOL 

Then, back in the car I was seated -- no.. I was not seated, I went back to sleep at the back of my father's car. I was lying there comfortably for 2 more hours until we need to eat dinner, then after 30 minutes we arrived home. I think it was past 7pm then I went back to sleep... very deep sleep. Then I woke up around 12:30 pm the next day and had this very heavy feeling. My head seems to be really heavy. Then I just rested on our sofa. then after dinner, everything seemed to be really normal -- until today! Thank God!

I realized that I was asleep for more than a day -- almost 2 days. and I had this very interesting dream. And It couldn't get out of my head. Well, whatever it is they have injected me to let me go deep sleeping for the last 2 days, well, that's all I need to perform for work today! :) I have not have that kind of sleep in years! I can say it was worthwhile!

I just really hope not to meet that IV again! I still don't like needles! hehehe

You

It's difficult to accept that after so many months of thinking I have way gone over you to find myself torn into pieces again because I have lied to myself thinking that I am ok and we'll be good friends... when in fact, I have never moved on at all.....

I had a Dream..

I just had a dream this morning. Here it goes...

First scene. I was in my cousin's house when the person doing our laundry called me. Then when I entered home, there was a man. An old, dirty man standing inside our wrecked home. I don't how to describe it but our interiors wrecked. The flooring tiles peeled off, our furnitures are everywhere. To me, It looks like the man have wrecked our home. Then I called my father and pastor with this. Then the old dirty man lie down and looking like sleeping. Then I was yelling at him because of what had happened, he got up and walked out of the house. I followed him and he doesn't have anything to say.

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Next scene, I was in some place I don't know. It looks like a mall to me. There are were people.. many of them. Then we were walking in an isle leading some place. Then I saw myself leading this crowd into something. I saw a door and we all entered. Only to find out that it was like a never ending stairs. We keep on going back to where we started. When I noticed that we were in a maze, i look for an escape, which I think I did.

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Then there was a last scene. Because I remember seeing myself have escaped the stairs. I was in a bus with a friend and a friend of my friend. I was sitting in a bus then I told them I am going home, then we talked.. then.. i can't remember what happened. 

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Then I woke up my head really aches! 

That's my morning dream.. :)

The Mahogany

Just found this in my drafts list! :) I love writing short stories.. hehe :)

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Looking at the bright night sky in a cold December's night gives a scenery of a perfect Christmas. She, sitting on her old wooden cold rocking chair, never had someone to celebrate this happy moment with. Old as the aged mahogany tree in front of her 19th Century western house in 52nd Street. She feels alone. All of her friends are with their families to spend the holidays while she has no family of her own. 

Tired of everything she's feeling at the moment, she rest her heavy head on her rocking chair, closed her eyes and went sleep.

She's with a good friend. They were young and carefree. Strolling at a mall, they seemed looking for something. She was wearing her favorite dark straight-cut jeans, her plain tees, and half-tied her hair. Her friend was more sophisticated than her. Wearing a black floral sundress matching with a black 2-inch stilettos. They strolled and strolled, finally found what they've been looking for. Then it dimmed. Then it was dark. Then flashes of beautiful lights appeared. Then she's not with her old friend anymore.


She is in a park now and noise starting to linger in her ears. She was still wearing the same clothes. It was her past events. This is her past events happening now. She look around. No one is there. She smile and say even in the past, there's no people to stand here with also. Then someone's calling her name from behind. She look around but no one is there. She couldn't recognize the voice and the voice seems going farther and farther. 

NFH: Screenplay writing and Directing

When i was a kid, I always dreamt about me doing awesome things. I always dream about cool things that I can do and people would find it good and they'll be happy.

I remember when I was in highschool, I always keep quiet when my classmates would ask if anyone would like to help in the group responsibilities, but today, as I am doing my MBA, I never realized that it's fun being the the front man, busy making a difference and changing lives and having fun!

It's really fun hanging out with friends who have the same goal in mind, conquering every difficulties and reaching for the unreached schedule. It's really fun carrying the pressure of the things that you always wanted to do when I you were a kid.

I had fun today at our first shooting day in our short film. I thank God because I never thought I can do these things, that it is possible to make whatever your thinking into a reality. Now I can truly say that if you add  a little push into whatever you think you can do, it will happen. :)

I believe that we will defy every expections, I know, we will be the best class ever! :) 

Everybody will get perfect. Let's go!

Happy Momma's Day

Before I write today's blog I would like to say something,

 HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY

Ok, we can't get enough of that! :) and Please click on the link below. You'll definitely watch the cutest momma's greetings ever! These cuties are really adorable. I couldn't get the video though.. but yep.. I have watched it and sooooo cutee!

http://shine.yahoo.com/event/momentsofmotherhood/a-rap-song-for-mom-2480225/

I never thought that celebrating mothers' day would be really cool! This celebration is from the western people, and Asians or us, Filipinos don't celebrate it like how other western countries celebrate it. Thanks to the modern technology today, we were oriented that celebrating mothers' day can really be a fun celebration!

I believe, yesterday was the first time.. again.. that my father gave my mother a flower. It's a good sight to see them! :)

Again, happy Mothers' day to all mothers and soon to be mothers!

Deactivated My FACEBOOK

For the past five or so years I have been a member of FACEBOOK. I guess I am one of the first Filipinos to be a member of a Social Networking Site.

I have decided to deactivate my account because of so many reasons for an unknown period of time. One of the many reasons is  I found that I have given so much time with it than to concentrate on my studies and to my other responsibilities. I believe it is a wise decision to to deactivate it. I don't know when I will return but for sure I won't be back anytime soon.

I know I have gained many friends, had fun with looking at others' status, pictures, and notes. But I believe time will come that we will see each other again. Until then, I need to teach myself to prioritize what I have to prioritize and do what I have to do.

See ya! :)